And she never gets the guy.

I will always be that nerdy girl with the camera.
But I don't mind it anymore.

It's just sad that I deal with crushes just like I did when I was in middle school.
Always talk about them but NEVER speak to them.
Sadly I never really crushed on the jocks or the gangsters.
I ALWAYS loved nerdy guys, guys who were different than everybody.

To shy to even talk to the dorky dude....
Because I knew I wasn't the baddest.
That's what stopped me.
I knew they would atleast consider me as a friend if I just opened my pretty mouth.

But I just pass by them in the hall.
Get right behind them and ALMOST have my finger on his shoulder....
Then punk out.

Then they'd date some really cute chick, and I couldn't be mad b/c...
I never said anything.
You can't notice someone unless they know your there?

One day I will woman up and let my crush know....
I wonder if anyone ever crushed me???
Sigh.... smh