A short poem... b/c it ended so quickly

I told him to beam me up, and I thought he was down.

Said give me laughter, sadly smiles became frowns.

We had somethings in common, could coversate about anything.

Even started liking the guy , got engaged without the ring.

When he said transportation wasn't an issue, I was dumb enough to believe him.

I guess he got bored with me , All lights have to go dim.

He was different so I thought, Guess I thought wrong.

That's the way it goes, it was hyped up like a one hit wonder song.

I know that it's over, sweat it?? Never crossed my mind. Another chapter to the novel, your Strengthing my grind.

I would like to say I did have fun, thats all you can ask for I guess.

Just a short quiz to help me ace that love test. lol

~Poet Free Summer Windham X]

SOOOOOO! [im kinda angry]

I have this one friend that likes ALLL my statues, my links, post. and it drives me crazy!!!!

Their my friend and all but.. I just want to tell them YOOOO chill !!!!!! Get off my PAGE!!! GRRRR!!

When their name is the name that pops up the most it's really annoying!...!!!!

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Real monsters lol]

Ok ok .. i think im good.

If i could just have a conversation with you

If I could just have a coversation with you... That wouldn't only make my day...It would mean soo much more.
I would have to bump into.. b/c the whole fb thing is.. Not real enough.
Since I was a freshmen hearing your name made me smile.But i was an underclassmen, just tryna find her way.
Now your looks are something out of the ordinary.Tall... like a tree I would climb.. if i wasnt scared of falling off.Not dark or light skin but brown.. Smooth like milk chocolate with the hint of caramel.Smiles wit no teeth, but there's no need to what he gives is just enough.
I've seen your outside.. and I want you to let me in..Your mind, soul... and maybe if the path leads it there maybe even your stomach. b/c you know what they say a way to a mans.. well u know it .
But That whole 4-letter word thing is not even why I want to even have a convo.I've never got a chance to bump into you and even say hi.
And when I see something I like... I go for it.No matter what I want the outcome to be.FriendshipBuddiesHomiespeople who pass by and smile @ each otherLol idk whatever it becomes.
If I were to have a convo wit you I would say...

Hi , You may not know me.. but you should.Lol[I would really laugh b/c thats funny]Anywho I went to east but I grad 08 so I know u don't know me.Anywho b4 u walk away I just wanted to tell you that I love how different you are.. or as i've seen.I mean ppl become friends b/c of the smallest things.I dig the music you listen to not only b/c we listen to some of the same thing but you listen to things that I come to like.I know you can play. I remember from high school, even seen you play some in college.. I have friends who go to the same school as you do.#2 right.[and i'll be wrong lol]Well If you ever need help listening to hip hop or even play videogames with.... here's my #.
Maybe it's lame. but im nervous even typing it.Lol Lol but this is to you.And one day if we do I have a convo.. I may let you read it. until then....

Sorry for my absence

So it's been like 1 1/2 months or smthg like that.

To my 5 wonderful fans.. I'm ok!

I've just been going through alot.

I should of came to you and released my stress but ... It was hard for me to even talk about it.

I'm still not right with my self. BUT I'm getting there. Fosho!!

I got alot I gotta work on and I hope to GOD things start going well.

I can almost smell it.

I see it, All I gotta do is pedal[ or put in work] Lol Anywho I won't stay away to long anymore.

I miss stroking the keys everynight. lol

Anywho I'm back So get wit it!!

=D

I just wanna nice date...

My Idea of a Good date is pretty simple.
I'm the most confusing simple coolest lamest goofest person ever. lol

I'm into to spending alot of money.
I mean I'm on the date to get to know you. It's not "See how fast we can spend my paycheck night"
Lol The whole normal date night. Dinner movies. eh it's ok.

I'd Rather Go to the park walk and talk about whatever comes to mind.
Grab a pizza or burgers.
Go back to his crib and play videogames and just have a goodtime.

Or Going to a record store and vibing to artist. Learning what artist we like and dislike.
Then Grab smthg to eat.. [I'm a fat ass so eating is always in my plans]

Anything I don't have to think to much on.

Just hoping in a car and the guy already knowing what were doing.

Riding around in a car tryna decided what were gonna do for 15 minutes is NOT how I wanna start my date [Sadly thats how they go]

I like spending time having fun and eatn . Lol One day this will change!! one day

Yes or No [Sorry for the wait ]

Me: Yes or No... Are you better without me?
Answer: No?: Same question..
Me: To be real idk ..
?:Thanks for being honest..

Next day....


?:Rethought the question. I'm better with or without you, your just nice having around... respond if you want.
Me:Deletes txt.. lol

So Basically what we had was whatever...Not saying that you couldn't live without me.
But I'm worth more than someone that's nice to have around...Damn a dog is nice to have around.I'm not tryna work b/c that's as lame as the 2nd txt you sent me.
I am more than just a random friend you randomly txt b/c your bored.I have way more depth than that.
I thought I did the wrong thing by breaking up with you.But I was literally a season for you.Hot steamy and filled wit goodtimes.But Summer doesn't last forever does it?
One day for someone it will be Summertime All year long.No more cold winter nights.Not more windy days to blow you off track.And less rainy days.....
One day someone will be able to handle all this heat. And find out that it's actually Heavenly...
Til that day comes...

Up in here up in here!

I hate niggas who call females bitches.. but I Love DMX....[SMH]

I'm just feeling DMX HArdcore right now... just thought you should know.